Jeff is easily the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

what am I going to do with myself when everyone leaves and I’m the only one left behind? I think about it every day. I’ll have no where to turn, no where to get away. I’m going to be too depressed to even do anything and maybe thinking that way is just setting me up for failure, but how can a new beginning be new in the same place you spent your entire god damn life? I deserve better than this but my parents can’t afford it, yet everyone in my family seems to be completely financially stable when it comes to fueling their own nasty habits. god, I don’t want to rot here. here is a place I might not even be able to count on so long, between my family’s lack of money and my parents lack of tolerance for one another. I need to get out of here, yet at the same time, there’s no place I’d rather be.

Everything bad happens all at once. I wonder when it’ll stop.


Title Fight -Numb, But I Still Feel It